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2/9

go to macau in this weekend with hoi lay~~ 2/9 is 22nd birthday of kylie~ haha~

we go to macau first time and all the things are new to us~~

haha~~ nothing special in macua except the gambling sites................. we lost much much money there............. so down............ originally win ga ma... but............................................................... hai........................... hoi lay is so down~ hahahah~~

um~~  the "crab joke" there is very delious~ keke~

hoi lay 0¬J³½¦×ªÛ¤h¸z~~~ ¥¿!!!!!!!!!!

Hope hoi lay d interview "shun shun li li"~~ keke

6/8 (Sun)

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i like this job....... but i dont like the feeling.......... there are many many gd people in the offices....... but my mood is always being distracted by those few bad people......... everyday....... i go to office alone....... i work alone......... i off alone...... sometimes really very boring....... everyone know i like talking........ how can i keep slient in whole day lei?! i am not happy sometimes..... i hate the lonely feeling ar.......... i am the youngest one in the office........ all of my colleagues are older than me at least few yrs....... there is really a gap between us.......... i need to merge this gap lei...............

i still have many self-training course not finished....... die la........  i think i need to do those 30 hrs training at home lu....... otherwise i can pass the probastion lei........ also, i still not register those office training courses........... aiya......... i need to work and also need to train.......... i want to have more time lei......... at least i can sleep more ar.............

i am trying to work happily....... i treat everyone nice....... it is lucky that my office have many good colleagues..... but i dont like those bad people...... i want their "bad thing" are disclosed to manager and then fire them........ hai.......................